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October 15, 2007
Lately, I’ve been having a difficult time with things (read below for further proof). I’m sure that the cluster migraines I’ve been having haven’t helped (like, say, TODAY for instance), but it’s more than that. I’d rather sit on my kiester and talk about working out rather than doing it. I’d rather read every blog out there than write what’s happening to me on mine. It seems to be easier to say I SHOULD post comments rather than actually comment, even when I want to. My head is full of ideas and things I WANT to do and SHOULD be doing, but the spark, the motivation to actually get up and do it is missing.
This is SO not like me.
I am the queen of getting things done. The Hubby has been known to go away for 4 days to work; leaving rooms with white walls, only to come home to freshly painted, colorful walls. He has joked to several people that he’s concerned that one week he will return home to find I have moved and just forgot to tell him. My point is that I’m usually full of energy and go, go, go. Recently? Not so much.
The worst part is that I see myself doing this and I don’t like it. I AM still doing things at school in real time, but personally? I’m at a crawl. I don’t think it is depression, because I’m not really depressed or sad; I just have no energy or desire to follow through on things that pertain to ME. Everyone else? I’m at the ready.
I guess I’m just not ready for me.
October 16th, 2007 at 1:57 pm
WOW! I’m right there with you sister. I can’t seem to light the fire under my fanny either lately. I am chalking it up to allergies, FL heat (although I won’t have that one much longer, Yea Fall), and all of the things I HAVE to do for other people. WE NEED A GIRLS NIGHT! CALL ME!!!
Love ya! La
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